2 Weeks and Counting!

Well we are down to 14 days... 2 weeks!! Luke will fly home in 4 days. As much as it has been no fun having him be so far away, the thought of him flying home to get me is kind of sweet :) I guess i am finding the positive where I can? haha because it has been much harder than I thought to be apart.

There are so many things to be excited about: being married, celebrating with family and friends, the road trip, visiting friends on the way, settling into the apartment together, etc.

There are also things to afraid of: being married haha, the job search, bills, making new friends,etc.

Update on the job I told you about, I sent in my application and have not heard anything! I think she already interviewed people so I am not expecting to hear anything at this point. Please be praying for another lead.

I am cramming in soooo many much needed visits with friends!! I am wanting to spend quality time with so many people before I go.

I am feeling so many things... surprisingly, I do not feel super stressed about the move. I mean I am sure it will be stressful but I am excited that it is here. Throughout this journey I have experienced spiritual warfare like never before. I promise... there have been many things at work to totally freak me out and mess this all up. I hate to admit that many times I fell into the negative thoughts or fears. But I am so ready to JUMP and just do this. I am itching to serve with the Mosaic Community. I just know there has to be a place for me to serve and use some of the gift and ideas that are just about to pop out of me! The crazy (and a little intimidating) part is that I don't know ANY details. It is killing me! But He is in control!

I am not sure what but something is stirring in me... I am thinking the Holy Spirit is trying to work in me in a way that I have never known before. Now I am working on acting on the prompts from Him, not my desires, or my fears... which I have gotten all mixed up during this journey.

I have always known that Luke was special and really just too good to be true... but, through this journey I am realizing that I really have a partner in him. I mean even though we are 3,000 miles away we have grown in our relationship and I know it has not been easy for him to love me during this process.... my end has not always been pretty!

Ready for 14 exciting and action packed days here in GA.... then... of to CA with my new hubby!

I realize this post was a bit random! :) It has been awhile since I posted anything so I just decided to get it all out in one post since I really should be packing!!!